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Surviving Myself: Brandon, Kingsley, Leo and Me.

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Quote by Randy Pausch. Mr, Brown?  Mr.Brown are you ready? It was time to for a radio interview. This day had been planned for weeks.  I had studied the questions, got to know the stations programs. I was ready. At least I thought I was. I looked at myself in the mirror for one last touch up. Make-up done? Check. Hair done? Check. Out fit loose but flattering in all the right places? Check. It was while looking in that mirror that everything, hit me. Though I looked good, my career despite it's highs and lows was faring well.  I had friends and a very supportive family around me. I even had a man who loved every inch of my crazy. I couldn't be happier.  What was this feeling that I just couldn't shake?  "Could you give me three minutes? I feel like I'm forgetting something." I said to the sweet but slightly annoying assistant.   "Sure." She said.  As she quietly stepped away.  As I sat in the chair trying to figure ...

That one time... I tried to turn nothing into something over and over and over.

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It happen again. I misread the signs; no, I saw what I wanted to see and heard what I wanted to hear. Contrary to popular opinion, just because you have the sight doesn't mean that you're dating life or the person you're dating shines bright like a diamond. Hell, in most cases you can't see shit. I am no exception to this rule. We've all done it. Met someone, felt a “deep connection” say you're going to take things slow but in your head you're already picking out china and making the seating arrangements for the wedding of all weddings that is going to take place in two years max.  In my dating/love life. I always attracted men who looked the part (or I convinced myself they were fine but that's for another post.) said the right things but once I got past all that. Turns out they weren't shit, didn't have shit and didn't want shit. In other words emotionally or physically unavailable. Sure, they wanted to fuck but that was it; and...

YOU are destined for greatness!

Hey Cubbers Happy Wednesday! You are destined for greatness. That's right, you! We all are. We all are capable of achieving great things but things like society, family, friends and of course our own vanity either push us down or get in the way of us becoming great. Here's some homework that you can do anytime, anywhere. When you're doubting yourself, think of at least three things you're great at. Doesn't matter what it is. You can either write them down or make a mental note of them. Now, when that's finished think of at least three great things you will notice I didn't say want or wish. Things that you will achieve, they can be big or small it doesn't matter. Because we are all destined for greatness it is our birthright. So now go forth and plant your seeds of achievement! Love, Leo Brown :) 

Question of the day.

Hey Cubbers Happy Wednesday! Here's a question for you: If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Post your thoughts. Love, Leo Brown :)