Surviving Myself: Brandon, Kingsley, Leo and Me.

Quote by Randy Pausch. Mr, Brown? Mr.Brown are you ready? It was time to for a radio interview. This day had been planned for weeks. I had studied the questions, got to know the stations programs. I was ready. At least I thought I was. I looked at myself in the mirror for one last touch up. Make-up done? Check. Hair done? Check. Out fit loose but flattering in all the right places? Check. It was while looking in that mirror that everything, hit me. Though I looked good, my career despite it's highs and lows was faring well. I had friends and a very supportive family around me. I even had a man who loved every inch of my crazy. I couldn't be happier. What was this feeling that I just couldn't shake? "Could you give me three minutes? I feel like I'm forgetting something." I said to the sweet but slightly annoying assistant. "Sure." She said. As she quietly stepped away. As I sat in the chair trying to figure ...